rbsn ~ excursive

June 29, 2006

filed in: excursive — redbean @ 10:39 am

i played favorites when i was kid. with dinosaurs. everyone goo-goo-ga-ga-ed over rex or brontos while i was all about the steggies, the dactyls, and (occasionally) the triceratops. steggies rule above all though…walnut brains and spiky tails included. there was a period of time where us cousin-types would fight verbally trying to “beat” each other’s favorite lizard. quite a bit of vicious “well, triceratops have horns!” volleys versus scathing “teradactyls have claws and they fly!!” responses.

it so then reasonably follows that anything starring dinos as heroes would be universally loved by me.
transformer dinobots? check.
james gurney’s dinotopia? check check.
national geographic articles theorizing that dinos may have had feathers?
– WAIT. what?!?!

in retrospect, the dino-fights paved the way for our wwf obsession. so really, blame american middle school education for instilling love of fake wrestling in the masses.

filed in: excursive — redbean @ 10:25 am

un-fricken-believable. the theory has been shot — oh yes you so too can hide from the ghosties in pacman. there’s a loop-hole in every design!!!

still missing swimming. so much so that i forget that i’m currently hanging out with ms. flo. boo!

yesterday at the butt-crack of dawn (seriously, the sun rises about 4:45 hereabouts these days), i noticed very faint ab muscle lines on my torso. good god, holy crap, i pressed the ab area and it was actually pretty tight. crazy. absolutely crazy. i’m not yet used to the idea that this is my body.

had a one-sided discussion about discipline today. god knows i’m a slacker. since the start of this fitness class though, i’ve been keeping up and working hard at it. the go-to mindset was stronger last week since all this was so very new to me (what do you mean i have to do that scissors kick thing for an entire minute?!?!!). but apparently, coach was of the opinion that i didn’t start getting it until this week. i’m guessing that she thinks i’ve been focusing more cuz i was able to exercise longer without collapsing. which, in my view, i don’t think i was that much less focused. my body’s just become stronger. blah blah, a slight misunderstanding of perspective. i can handle that (and 50lb chest presses!) just fine.

June 28, 2006

filed in: excursive — redbean @ 11:15 pm

discovered in the last week that i can finally whistle. the catch? i can only whistle in minor keys. off-key minor keys. yieah, well. at least after two decades i can actually hold a note when whistling.

am now actually missing swimming. the daily sun roasting my skin. wearing goggles. dying from lack of cardio fitness. hating the difference between shadow-cool waters and sun-warmed liquid. driving around in a wet swimsuit. all of it. swear to god, i’ve got the bug now and i’m hauling ass back to the y or the pool next to story park after this monthly crap is over with.

found a pair of brand new short-alls buried under a too-small jean skirt and my collection of body suits today. talk about a flashback to the mid-90s. and yet, these short-alls are fricken comfortable. the last time i’ve felt this loose and free in clothing was pretty much never. so who cares if i look even younger than twelve in these things? i’m so. damn. comfortable.

filed in: excursive — redbean @ 1:29 pm

two of my past profs are in the top 50 hot profs at ratemyprofessors.com. the hotness scale at that site always cracks me up…welcome to the superficial culture where we check out everyone we come in contact with — and then rate them just for kicks! hotness has nothing to do with how well they teach…but, of course, your lazy arse is guaranteed to stay awake if only to “look but not touch” /wink wink, nudge nudge/. ha!

and, in conclusion, i, of course, whole-heartedly agree with them being ranked in the top 50. i would’ve ranked them higher even, if only because i know first-hand how much their braininess extends the physical appeal. :D

filed in: excursive — redbean @ 9:49 am

finally watched most of shawshank redemption yesterday. one of the highest lows i’ve yet experienced in a movie. i can’t believe the guy who wrote the shining can do such a great 180 and come up with this amazing prison reality. the cast and crew don’t suck either.

June 26, 2006

filed in: excursive — redbean @ 2:34 pm

for the record? i’ve currently got two shows and two publication ops on the plate. which is fantastic and all. just that when i got my prints in this weekend they looked, well, crappy. i dunno if it’s the bad quality of the original or the print process. maybe i should’ve gone matte instead. i’m never sure if i get lackluster about my stuff cuz i’ve been staring at it day in and day out forever or if its also a combo of being overly self-critical. i’m just so tired of obsessing over the same images to prepare for this show or that sub. definitely somewhat whiney.

have a funky tan and am guaranteed to look wonky at the wedding next weekend. don’t think i’ve ever been this dark in my entire life…complete with scaly, peeling skin on my right shoulder and a brown, brown face. i look…bizarre. on the flip side, i’ve only 14% body fat. so i’m not denying myself the kfc anymore.

filed in: excursive — redbean @ 2:09 pm

fuckups aside (who? me?), sleep does wonders for the spirit. for one thing, i’m like awake and stuff. when was the last time i did the stupid sing-along warble to itunes? i do let things get to me too easily.

yesterday was a disgusting swelter fest. heat so draining that i basically slumped around. faint thunder all day long and i kept waiting for an all out summer storm to break. then i’d get to see purple green lightning again.

June 18, 2006

filed in: excursive — redbean @ 1:56 pm

some things i’ll never tire of looking at:
- spiral staircases
- glass reflections
- opalescence
- water depths
- sunsets
- droplets
- concrete
- bridges
- plate glass windows
- skyscrapers
- art deco elements
- eggs
- neon lights
- computer cases
- hi-tech plastic gloss
- muted color tones
- christmas lights
- glitter
- antique crystal
- vaselined glass
- jade
- pyrotechnics
- tinted glass soda bottles
- factories
- led lights
- puppies
- kitties
- chairs

someone should approve the spending to revamp alhambra place. gimme an english library styled borders. a vietnamese sandwich cafe. a corean ramyun nook. an expanded space for the local penny lane records. a remodeled forever 21. with a nice covered courtyard for hanging out. and a covered parking structure. patrons can pay a small fee for wireless net access. ohmigod.

i’m telling you, it’ll do wonders FOR ME. cuz then i’d have a place to go without having to drive to timbuktu.

June 17, 2006

filed in: excursive — redbean @ 7:59 pm

am paranoid. pretty full of angry vengeful will-welcome-any-excuse-to-kick-your-ass. hence, i think i see him anywhere. echoes of his arrogant, brash mannerisms in every swaggering idiot who limps around town. and when i catch myself unconsiously looking for him in the crowds, i want to punch him in the face for making me do this. i want to make him nosebleed all over concrete for every single lame shit he’s pulled. no remorse. no shame. blaming everything on account of his stupidity. screw sense and fair play.

June 11, 2006

filed in: excursive — redbean @ 10:49 pm

very easy to satisfy. nevermind that there were quite a bit of goods reaped from today’s excursion to the galleria. all i see in mind’s eye is my beeyooteefull army green eddie bauer messenger/laptop bag. on sale. for thirty bucks. very much a kodak moment.

June 9, 2006

filed in: excursive — redbean @ 9:20 am

three days, many things. quite a bit of it horrible (it’s everybody’s fault dammit). some of it low-key excitement — rather dampened enthusiasm due to aforementioned horrible crap. so i won’t document how i’m pretty likely to end up in hell soon (at least it’s warm! uh, yieah..), how there’re pains creeping back into the shoulder blades and right arm, how i refused to stay awake last night, how i totally just fubared only a few dozen minutes before now. because, really, i got a brand-new laptop, i got a wireless optical notebook mouse from micro$oft, i got an offer for publication, and i’ve three other pending ops.

i’m out of milk and frosted flakes but i got a laptop.
i got a laptop but i’ve gotta custo it and install a shiz load of progs.
it rained so my windshield’s clean but there’re still french fry bits on the passenger side.
i got a pretty notebook mouse but that damn duster thing is too expensive for sanity.
i write a lot but i write too much.

and furthermore, i am not a code geek. wanting to be one and having the gift to be one…two totally different things. kids half my age are running css and php circles round my head and i literally drowned trying to install a javascript yesterday. trying being the operative word since, uh, it’s still not installed as of this moment. hooray for procrastination borne of frustrated desperation.

June 1, 2006

filed in: excursive — redbean @ 6:48 pm

spoils of war: x-men 3 and da vinci code …….

revisionist history of x-men? sure why not. normally i’d balk at the butchering of canon material but, as these flicks were okayed by the man himself (how’s that hose action there, mr. lee sir?), as well considering the nature of cinematic media, the results are pretty damn sweet. cranking up emotional drama to priority is a better plot mover with respect to the time constraints of feature films. it’s not a comic book serial where you get years to develop characters and crazy plot arcs…and anyway, comic book plots play to a slightly different audience perspective due to that its very nature is rooted in more flash and action than any consecutively emotional scenes. (i’m not trying to sound all professory here, i’m just sayin what i say in my wordy way of saying.) as always, a list if you please:

- the whole fricken time i kept waiting for bobby drake to break out his omega level powers. hey man, they’ve screwed enough with the timeline already, why not break out all the way? at least he morphed fully into ice by the end. that was neat.
- interesting twist with the rogue becoming human bit. makes logical sense in the character dev of the movies…but the comic fan in me is so, so sad dammit.
- i also kept waiting for scott summers to come back. how can cyclops be dead?!
- better performances all around. as always, ian mckellan kicks arse. he makes the helmet look unsilly and oh the way he enunciates. the kind of villain that smacks you upside your head just by talking. best line he’s uttered is still from x2: you’re a god among insects. oh that filthy disdain, i love that.
- everyone has an agenda. i don’t like how they leaned towards xavier’s towards the end. it’s so much more interesting when there’s a whole mess of gray in the muddle.
- excellent work-in of magneto’s tatoo. again with that disdain. yieah. sweetness.
- for the first time in like, ever, halle berry isn’t annoying to watch on screen. that hairdo is still wrong, mind you (storm is that mane of white you fools), but she’s got a better chemistry here with the rest of cast. doesn’t stick out like a sore, and entirely too wooden, thumb. forefinger. whatever.
- pyro ya little freak. love ya.
- lots of nice moments with miss kitty at the end.
- killing the one you love to save the world has been so tried and done. didn’t make me any less sympathetic for the logie boy.
- amazing mutant feats so redonkulous that it actually heightened the believablity. i mean, it’s already a pretty far-out universe (mutants? x-gene? adamantium skeleton?!?!?!), so amping up the crazy acts is an excellent move. swivelling the golden gate bridge was fun stuff and pyro lighting up cars like he lights up cigs was funny-cool.
- so yieah, they kept the jokey one-liners down to a minimum. those things made x1 lame in certain moments.
- can’t help noticing: homo sapiens, san francisco, cure. who’s implying what now?
- way to tie up a buncha lose ends. and way to tie up ends that, you know, didn’t need to be tied up at all. again, those ties make sense in the film’s universe — even if comic fans everywhere will cry the injustice. i don’t care much. it’s a more than decently made flick, highly entertaining, plenty thought provoking, blah blah blah. like lotr, some of the best fanfilms ever.

an ian mckellan film fest or what eh? he made a majority of the da vinci code not suck too badly. the other two (oh yieah, you mean bloated tom and sunken audrey?) get going only when they had mckellan to play off of. and oh did the gandalf man provide. his teabing leapt off the screen and strangled you with his intensity and insanity…so much better realized here than in the tissue-thin language of the book. (i was so right to love you straight from the scarlett get-go, mr. mckellan sir.) there were other decent moments too, mostly in the very well visualized flashbacks, and, occasionally, a flash of real sincere performance from the hank-man. he did okay but i think that someone else would’ve fit the role better. a harrison ford-ish guy (i still buy into his indiana jones act) but not the actual harrision ford (enough with the crazy mid-life crisises in hollywood already). more complaints and some happy bits:

- they managed to de-sensitize jean reno. i’d have thought that to be fucking impossible (did you guys even see him in the professional?!?!) but dammit, they succeeded. the guy had only one, ONE, good moment in the flick. wtf?!
- good god i can’t stand that audrey chick. so…damn…shallow. no depth, no illusion of depth, heck, i think the best descript would be vapid. spic and spank and off we go on to the next line of dialogue. further, the fact that i couldn’t understand her through the accent bugged me several billion times throughout the flick.
- so many contrived moments, mostly in the beginning. if i wanted to hear the book read to me, i’d have asked my dad to read it to me in his lame, broken english. he probably would’ve done a better job. and that’s a sad thing to realize.
- less awkwardness in presenting exposition here than in the book, but it still creeps up from time to time. as previously mentioned, ian mckellan rocks your socks. he pulled that rabbit out of the hat in a way that made you believe he could do the same with a hippo. the man’s a fricken genius.
- overall i liked the editing done to translate a script from the book. good cuts and some interesting additions. thank you to whoever realized that it shouldn’t take anyone hours to figure out mirror writing.
- different ending than in the book. i like it better that they didn’t get together, that she tried to walk on water, that he went back to the inverted pyramid at night with all the lights shining through.
- stupid, should’ve-been-obvious reality breakers: what kind of idiot policeman would approach a famous author in a crowd of civilians with a photo of a brutal murder!? that’s just…stupid. apparently french police can’t even come up with the common sense to say “sir, can i speak with you privately for a moment please?”. and hello, stupid with the gathering of priory folks at the end. how the hell does a secret society stay secret if they’re all just a phonecall away and willing to expose themselves by throwing an afternoon tea party. puh-lease.
- oooo, barbs making a sucking-popping noise when pulled outta silas’ leg. i liked that.
- more of the completely pointless: why make fache beat up on some poor controller guy? just to show he’s upset? talk about excessive violence.
- some old ladies sitting next to me gasped and jumped at the appropriate bits. it was cute.
- so, y’know ron, dramatic sweeping scores are good only sometimes. the low curving tones in the space scenes of apollo 13? appropriately scored. you should’ve done the same with this flick. god, i can’t even begin to count how often an overly pretentious musical arch broke the believablity of the story. corny. so. fricken. corny.

all these whiny bits. not that i didn’t have a good day at the movies. yessir that’s right, i still shed some tears at certain scenes in both flicks. i’m sappy that way.

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