i look forward to the day when i can do this all the bat time, in all the bat channels.
and git paid fer it.
then i’d do the mature thing and rub it in the faces of all the disbelieving haters.
that’s how life should be like. forget that whole “this is how life is” bullcrappy. please remind yourselves to live and not let die.
kthxbi.
i don’t like succumbing to melodramatic emo. and i can’t find any other more apt descript of the current bruhaha.
i. have. not. enough. money. definitely stressing over the l.a. con art show. boo!
and somehow, somehow, that one fuzzy image which, in my opinon, has only two merits to its personality, has managed to garner aesthetic appreciation valued at 50 USD. confuzzled but flattered all at once.
lame. so lame. i snap in and out when doing homework but am all-out awake when back to haunting the internets.
in other news, the shower in this rather dinky lil super 8 is excellent concentrated pinprick power. not bad for a $327 pay out. am feeling crappy for all the current fuck-ups i’m swimming in (again, my fault, when is it not, really). on the flip side of that, i made a definite 20 bucks already, and this ain’t even counting in the bids for all the other images. it’s only thursday. like, wow. i freaked out spectacularly when i saw the bid sheets but, deep down, i think it hasn’t really sunk in yet and i’m still in shock. udder shock.
i’m stealing the following:
Be kind, for everyone you meet is fighting a great battle.
–Philo of Alexandria
it’s a muther farkin roasting july afternoon.
without central aircon, the bedroom is sweltering.
the fan blows dry heat.
and?
jedibob’s fans are whirring up a storm. loud.
LOUD.
thus i’m wishing that i’ve got the cash and ability to install a water-cooled tower.
ohwaitaminute.
i break out ice-cold bottles of aquafina from the fridge and line them right up between jb’s belly and the external hd.
yes, that’s right.
i’ve got plenty of tricks up my sleeve.
more whinage about the sad state of taiwanese politics later. in comparison with the lameosity currently running rampant in the u.s. gubment. democracy represent aye.
it seems to be everywhere lately.
class act is an understatement. his sense of humor was something i relied on during these last couple of years — one of the things that helped pull me out when i’ve been down in the slumps. there are some people who’s well of courage is endless. i never knew.
back to molasses. aches and pains everywhere (i think i sprained my hip trying to sleep on the plane trip home). yet another trip looms overhead — not the usual flim flam but an actual “things need to be done” trip. motivation? currently missing. when it hits, it hits hard.
where once it was a lack of energy, now it’s a lack of motivation. i need to kick start myself in the face already.
and yieah, okay, the endless stream of chores has left me slightly scatter-brained. didn’t i use to thrive on the hectic? today i left the house without my wallet. which contained my license. and cash. oh the stupidity.
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