i hurt all over. and there’s a haze over everything that seems to slow down time …each agonizing minute dragging on towards eternity.
either that or rushing so fast that, by late afternoon, i’m all holy shit where’d the time go?!?!. too much, too little — all scrambled together.
in the midst of an alcohol-induced headache. again. third time in the past five days.
i’m not even in vegas right now. ugh.
in the past five days i’ve done things i shouldn’t have done, done things i didn’t think i could do, done things i’ve always thought about doing, and never really done enough. it’s all a whirlypool of mashed potatoes sans black pepper.
so now i’m full of shrimp scampi, three (four?) mugs of coffee, and a small bowl of where’s-the-curry-already clam chowder. took six hours (SIX. FUCKING. HOURS.) to get home on sunday. minus the knee cramps, general malaise, sore throat, puffy eyes, and absence of decent sustenance (so okay, maybe i shoulda had a piece of grease pizza), i got side-smackered with several unexpected insights into my own head. which ultimately led to the conclusion that i’ve tired of self-analyzation and musta put all that on the back-burner and thus, in turn, blanked on the analyzation of anything within my sphere. which explains the massive absent-mindedness that’s been biting me in the arse of late. i don’t need a vacation actually. i need to go somewhere else permanently instead.
right now, given that the outer rims are, like, y’know, out there, i’d like to settle for vegas. because it’s been the best fun i’ve had in a long, long while.
i’m in vegas, staying at a super-fab hotel, and anticipating a weekend filled with good food, stupid jokes, and general shenanighans.
i’m also developing a sore throat.
why, god, why?!?!?!?!
wearing blue cookie monster socks to werk to get +20 super-secret-weapon-of-geek-hawsomeness is only helpful if the wearer actually remembers that they are wearing said socks and consciously tweaks their brain matter to suck on the power up.
y’know.
in one of those “i really wanna buy a whole bunch of stuff i don’t need” phases at the moment. i want a wii, ds lite, lots of old games (this one never really goes away actually), new keyboard/mouse, new desk, new office chair, pillows, perm my hair, cell phone, a buncha movies and sountracks, flatscreen telly, new monitor, upgrade jedi bob, get yet another mousebot….so yieah, a whole lot of new gadgetry really.
imma sucker for any sort of free broadband. so basically, i’m all giddy now because i’m posting this udderly random flub while in class. and okay, i’m also giddy cuz, in spite of blanking out yet again during the test, my numbers still balanced. somehow. however it did. it just did. so that’s good. and also giddy because i’ve downloaded that gushy lifehouse you and me song and was singing it in the car non-stop because, well, i’m a big wuss when it comes to…certain…uh….issues.
and okay i think i had too much milk tea this afternoon too.
wheee!!!
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