have been whining incessantly lately. lack of patience to figure things out and thus let loose the verbal vomit without first processing things through the brain. then i realize afterwards how to solve the issue. my friends must be so annoyed with me. i hate hearing myself whine. unless it’s me letting off some steam, whining just seems to be indication of incompetence. i’d prefer not to be that, thanks.
of course, all this mental baggage isn’t helping the situation. i can’t find patience if i can’t get rid of this giant lump of anxienty currently residing inside my rib cage. isn’t there some sorta acid dissolvant i can take?!?!