rbsn ~ excursive

i thought i sported an inflated sense of self-worth. apparently there are other people who dare to surpass my delusions. there are times when i envy those whose upbringing encouraged a thorough appreciation of one’s self. i incessantly question the value of such-and-such with regards to my person and it’s become a tiresome struggle to sift through all the so-called logical arguments (with only myself for company no less) and arrive at a conclusion. so people who walk around with a thoroughly polished self-value statement seem so confident to me. unless, of course, your perception places yourself above all else, so on and so forth, end of discussion. in which case, my ego will have no choice but to elbow your fat ass out of the way.