rbsn ~ excursive

March 25, 2008

filed in: excursive — redbean @ 6:24 pm

cleaning: at a slight pause. mostly cuz me arse is Just So Sore after sitting on the hard floor for several days in a row. ugh.

spent all of last saturday at home “cleaning” (e.g. getting lost in some movie on showtime and then sporadically moving things around the room). made a gourmet college dinner that night. college cuz it was pasta and sauce from the jar. gourmet cuz i had way more fancy spices and leftover dishes to play with than back in the dorm days. tasted quite good actually. spent most of sunday cleaning as well so “enjoyed” a college dinner again — chili without beans from the can and dumping sauces from leftovers into one giant pot of leftover (again!) rice. stir with black pepper and garlic salt until…errr…it starts burning. then you’re all “oh shit!”, turn off the stove, ladle contents into bowl, enjoy. ha.

currently craving: gourmet salads. i’m talking about salads made up of anything but lettuce, fancy (salty, sour, spicy) dressing, something cooked (i.e. chicken, shrimp, etc.), and tossed with slivers of some sorta nut (almonds, pine nuts, blah blah blah). last friday i had the shrimp and something or other salad at applebee’s. today i had the new mango and chipotle salad at baja fresh. So. Damn. Good.

March 21, 2008

filed in: excursive — redbean @ 1:20 am

i know i love crayons and crayola. just never knew how great the love was till i cleaned out my old stationary stash today and found no less than 8 packs of chalk/crayon/marker/modeling clay crayola packs. all brand new. oh my. can’t wait to bust those out for some artsy fartsy project!

March 20, 2008

filed in: excursive — redbean @ 5:47 pm

green cleaning means

- opening all sealed pill bottles and dumping the pills into a biodegradable paper bag
- opening all sealed food packaging and dumping contents into aforementioned biodegradable paper bag
- grouping all plastic bags into one bundle for recycling
- dump liquid foods into the sink disposal (one can a day so the sink disposal doesn’t rebel)
- using the carpet to “dust” smooth surfaced items and then vacumn the carpet

i’m sure as the cleaning continues i’ll’ve more to add to the list. absolutely paranoid about throwing away liquids sealed in material that takes a bajillion years to disintegrate. moisture needs to be reclaimed fools!!!!!

March 19, 2008

filed in: excursive — redbean @ 10:54 pm

i swear i’ve totally got priorities.

- finish cleaning the house
- buy a big-ass, knee-height coffee table
- buy bean-baggish seating to go with aforementioned coffee table
- sit at said coffee table and draw up a storm of designs
- research business start-up related stuff
- start on design strats for wys

- work on finishing stupid acctg crap
- apply to free-lance design company
- look for part-time, tide-over job

- sub stuff for konvulse
- redesign rbsn
- redesign ccnet
- polish and post family pics
- polish and post personal pics

BUY
- corner desk
- pantry
- couches
- flatscreen telly
- entertainment credenza

in retrospect, i think money should be top priority. bah!!

March 14, 2008

filed in: excursive — redbean @ 1:10 am

i still don’t believe you when you tell me that i’ll thank you for it in the future.
that i’ll secure what you believe i want out of life.
that it will help me to stand up among peers.
that reality necessitates burying your innate talent and passions in the pursuit of survival.

because i don’t thrive on necessity. i never did.
but it’s ok.
i’m strong enough to compromise. i’ll do as you ask –
and i’ll still be me. and who i am today is nothing you could have ever imagined. srsly.

March 11, 2008

filed in: excursive — redbean @ 8:49 pm

is it really so hard to comprehend that maybe, just perhaps, there are people who’s sexual fantasies are built upon the emotional intimacy of their relationships and not on the objectification of their partner’s body? cuz guess what. there are some of us who get off on love and not on the shape of the ass. sensational and mushy, but totally true. if you’re in a worthwhile, sexually gratifying relationship and yer still salivating after another’s t&a, then it’s time you checked into the maturity shop and bought yerself some GrowTheFuckUp pills.

rant done. eloquence and tact are not virtues o’ mine.

March 9, 2008

filed in: excursive — redbean @ 1:43 pm

god i love my laptop.
i love that i’m able to fotoshoppe any time, any where.
i love that i can now play sk2 on it and never run out of something to do.
i love that i can sit anywhere and surf the net using my personal settings.
i love that it’s blue-tooth compatible.
i love that my komputer addiction is portable.
i love that my security blanket goes where i go.
mousebot is fab, broken cd drive and all.

March 8, 2008

filed in: excursive — redbean @ 11:20 am

man i can never remember my logins.

tis freezing in here!!!

what i should be doing: working on designs

what i really wanna do: kick some arse in sk2

what i’m craving to re-install: thief gold

what i’m wearing: jared’s super-cool wiggle shirt (in baby blue!!)

what i wanna eat: soondubu from the corean restaurant inside the bonaventure

what i really need: over a grand to pay for taxes (W. T. F.)

this keyboard: sure is LOUD

thank y’all and have a nice day.

March 5, 2008

filed in: excursive — redbean @ 9:20 pm

well damn. i wanna be wandering the venetian at vegas right now. boo!

currently Seriously Addicted to stuff from the body shop. i feel as if i shoulda gone through this phase ages ago, maybe like in my late teens. i actually went backwards in product price point — from expensive stuff to less expensive stuff. brand really is so superfluous. all that matters is how super-scrubbed i feel after going through my facial routine. smooovness.

The Five Songs iTunes thinks I love more than any other 5 songs, based on how often they’re played:
1.) last way out of here: palo alto
2.) theme song: mononoke hime soundtrack
3.) ask the sky: chief chao
4.) shinra company: ff7 soundtrack
5.) the kite: finding neverland soundtrack

Things I wish I could do:
1.) learn the freeways and streets of los angeles.
2.) spend my days alternating between playing games and artsy farsty stuff.
3.) sleep more and read more.
4.) buy a custom house.
5.) own a puppy and kitty.

Celebrities I find awesome, for whatever reason:
1.) kevin spacey. hawtness.
2.) mansai nomura. super hawtness.
3.) samuel l. jackson. i choose him to play me in a movie about me.
4.) toni collette. i luv her. she’s totally cool.
5.) eva green. quirky, gorgeous, and able to kick your ass any day.

Things that probably won’t happen, but I still hope:
1.) win the lottery. a BIG lottery.
2.) intuitively get math the way i intuitively get reading stuff.
3.) save the world with just my wits and my Super Awesome Sword of Power.
4.) win an oscar.
5.) get to wander around restricted places like the vatican by myself and take pictures.

Rap Artist I Claim To Love Above All Others:
none.

Rap Artist I Actually Do Love Above All Others:
tupac

80s Bands I Still Love Far Too Much:
1.) tears for fears (FTW)
2.) poison
3.) white snake
4.) europe
5.) queensryche

Ridiculous things I know:
1.) ceaser was bi and tschaikovsky was gay.
2.) stats and drops of entire ff8 beastiary.
3.) unbelievable amount of details in the star wars universe.
4.) lineage of danish/thai/british/russian royalty.
5.) natalie portman’s real last name.

Why people give a shit about anything these people do:
1.) angelina jolie
2.) brad pitt
3.) britney spears
4.) kim kardashian
5.) no wait, just celebrities in general. who cares?!?!

Allegedly Hot People I Don’t Find At All Hot Not That They’re Sitting Home Crying About It:
1.) brad pitt
2.) george clooney
3.) matt damon
4.) jennifer aniston
5.) julia roberts

Bands/Singers/producers I Feel Like I’m Supposed to Like, but can’t stand:
1.) babyface
2.) madonna
3.) jay z
4.) white stripes
5.) sheryl crowe

Websites I Check Daily:
1.) gofugyourself
2.) the superficial
3.) geekologie
4.) deviantart
5.) londinivm

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