rbsn ~ excursive

happy feet is so not happy. heart-wrenching and SCARY SAD. like really.

it’s started again…dun dun dun…the need to re-watch the entire lotr saga, end to end. preferably in the dusk punctuated with intermittent bowls of pho ga. oh yieah.

so unless you walk the straight and narrow from college to a socially established white-collar job, you’re just plain Stubborn and Wrong and Full Of Bullshit ™. i’m never much envious of anyone but i can honestly say now that i really really really really really envy that one chick who’s parents supported her in all her crazy creative endeavors. because that’s who she is and where her passions lie, so they nurtured it. while i spend my days being forced to take classes i seriously fucking hate and also joined at the hip to responsibilities layed upon me simply because it so dictates in the family bible. pew. pe pe le pew. it sure would be nice if certain people can realize that their way isn’t the only way. and maybe you know, actually listen to me for once.

oh well.

in the name of shallow triumphs…two of my most fave profs ever in the history of my polka-dotted collegiate career are in rate my prof’s top 10. shazam!! i don’t like them only because they’re smart, engaging, full of humor educators. i like, nay love, the fact that i never fell asleep during their classes because, hello, eye candy!! nevermind that mtv is now all over rmp, it’s just plain fabulous that these two guys deservingly got top spots, silly awards or not.

and in other news, i’d rather that dell not auto-forward me to their “ooh! i can’t load your page!” page and instead just auto-terminate whatever it is they can’t load without kicking me outta the site. it’s fscking annoying.

remember e/n?

stink bugs are creepy because they buzz and click their wings. zooming about emitting non-stop insectoid sounds that also echo (dammit) because they like to keep near the ceiling.

and now i’m torn about whether if i wanna take a look inside the upturned shade of my torchiere. with a 250 watt bulb, it’s fucking bright up there — bright enough to attract the little shits and also HOT enough to burn the suckers with a sizzling sound. burn to a crisp. pretty sure of that. since there’s always a deep silence after they fly into the light. it’s a stinkbug graveyard up there. from october till now, i’ve heard at least 3 such sizzles. EW.

i am WIIIIDDDEEEE AWAKKKKKEEEEEEE.

sleep helps apparently. nice.

you can make as many air quotes as you want china — TAIWAN HAS IT’S OWN PRESIDENT. they’ve had this position for almost a hundred years now. air quoting will not erase the fact that they are their own independent state. fucking get over it already. territoriality over a colony has been out of vogue for over a century for the rest of the world. proprietory pretentiousness blows.

and for the record, get over not owning tibet. using violence to hang on to an archaic ownership is just plain fucking retarded. you’re NOT all that. you doing this type of stuff makes you NOT ALL THAT.

i’m just sayin’: serif is better for paper reads. sans serif is better for screen reads.

though i’ve read sans serif for all sorts of mediums and, serif tradition aside, helvetica FTW. avante garde sometimes does work out for the better. i feel clean just looking at a field of helvetica.

you can argue that there have been violent protests in the recent memory of various democratic states. but for heaven’s sake people — pantsing someone because he’s a suspected undercover cop reeks of a COMPLETE LACK OF COMMON DECENCY. where the fuck are your brains you crazy DPP crackheads!?! and you wonder why your opposing party hates your guts so much. there’s practicing your democratic voice — and then there’s demostrating to the entire world that it’s not worth anyone’s time to respect that voice because your actions are utterly deplorable.

wait, wait — i don’t think there is an economic crisis.

and obviously we’re being lied to when they say crime and energy are hot topics.

BECAUSE HOW THE FUCK ELSE CAN AVERAGE FOLKS AFFORD TO GENERATE OVER 140 MILLION DOLLARS DEBATING OVER THE LEGALISATION OF MORALS.

wtf. wtf with the fucked up priorities. couldn’t this thing have waited after we got our bullet train built!?!?!?! i personally think that 8’s passage is stupid. but pass or not, it really shouldn’t have taken precedence over other issues that more strongly affect our quality of life. like, say, oh i don’t know, measures that SAVE US MONEY, SAVE THE PLANET, REVAMP OUR JUNGLE OF A CRIMINAL SYSTEM. it’s okay if you mug me while i’m walking to work (since i’m too fucking poor to afford gas). because as long as gay people can’t/can get married, we’re all just hunky-dorey ’round here. hey man, the country’s grass-roots are showing. bah.

what does it say about americans and the u.s. that it’s apparently such a big deal when we finally get a black president…but hay, so-called “third-world”, “backwater” countries like india have had women presidents already. it’s nice that americans are voting color-blind but man people, way to finally catch up to the rest of world.

that said, i’m sad that colin powell is too smart to run for the presidency.

wtf with the pirates soundtrack after mccain’s speech?! completely outta left-field.

but anyway, mccain’s speech was awesome. if he’s still around and kicking in 4 years, he should try again.

so if someone doesn’t do things the way you are used to seeing it, it’s “wrong”?! are you just lacking in vocab or do you seriously think it’s “wrong”?!?! wtf people, this is the stupidest kind of think ever. i will NEVER get how people can’t dig themselves outta the hole of familiarity and accept the fact that there are So Many Different Ways to do anything — that there’s not always necessarily a “right” way. i can think of two ways to tie my shoelaces and there are pros and cons to each. neither way is “wrong”. fucking can’t stand intolerance.

which is kind of a contradictory statement but whatever.

if you think it’s wrong because you can’t find other words to more aptly describe your opinion, THEN LEARN HOW TO FUCKING SPEAK. ugh. cuz whatever command of the language you have now is obviously inadequate. and since you’ve had plenty of opportunity to build that well of vocab and didn’t, then there should be a smack in your face every time you attempt to express your opinion in piss-poor verbage. it’s not like you dropped into this country just yesterday dammit.

sooo cool. i got the classes i wanted. and my house is slowly on the way to being clean.

gotta pay bills when i get home though. boo.

violent games leading to violent kids is debated to death. at least this article quotes a person intelligent enough to suggest that hay, maybe parents should monitor their children’s activities. whoo…a novel concept eh? what kind of parent are you if you don’t even have an idea of what your baby goat’s up to?

wtf with american culture thinking that adult women should just dress up in skimp and nothing else for halloween. stupid.

i’m excited. just because i’ve started to clean my house again.

so yieah.